Thursday, January 17, 2008

not this time

it did not take again this time around.

Maybe it is better that it did not happen during this really stressful time of year. It is stressful for many reasons:
1. anniversary of the passing of kk’s mama (in one week it will be 6 years)
2. work (it has been crazy)
3. winter blues
Kk will see an acupuncturist next month.
and I will peer at her cervix with more diligence after she ends her period.

Maybe I should get a magnifying glass.

And we will keep on trying and keep on trying.

In May, my insurance will pay (up to so much) for her to visit a fertility specialist cause we will have been trying for a year…

But my fingers are crossed that something or other might happen before May. If not, well, we will keep on traversing through this interesting terrain.

5 comments:

mrsbluemont said...

I'm so sorry. I hope this difficult time moves out quickly. ox

starrhillgirl said...

Fuck. Sorry y'all. So sorry.

tiff said...

awh, i'm so so sorry girls.

starrhillgirl said...

Ok, so now I am the 2 comment girl. I tagged you for a cheesey meme. Please play?

Amanda said...

Damn, damn. i so hoped you guys would be some of the luckier ones... it sounds like you guys are keeping your heads above water, which can be so hard to do throughout all of this.
We're thinking of you...